what
has happened to my country?
we have come here, to this land by mexico, this land of many cultures, this land of brown tribe, this land of red tribe,
this land of black tribe, this land of white tribe to build sacred inipi, to honor spirit inside, to gather, to work in harmony.
looking up from willow branch bending, bending not breaking, bending angry bee sounds buzzing air, bees coming here,
big angry bees coming here, raging bees buzzing now, buzzing power growing stronger, louder, now closer still, giant bee pointing,
stinging monster chain saw, giant buzz saw, sound pounding, air roaring…
first angry bee coming into view, red bee buzzing machine, four-wheeled red buzzing machine, 1,000 pound green warrior
riding, jelly-bellied green warrior, jiggling black gun fascist fat back riding his border patrol, seams bursting, great green
bogus bear hunting, four-wheeled buzzing red machine following, desert machine, off-road machine, 5,000 pound fascist fat
dripping on land of the free― for some―motor screaming, hot air buzzing, two more angry red buzzing bee machines
following, riding two green 10,000 pound warriors, guns jiggling, cracker hunters hunting,
hunting for momma from san salvador, momma bleeding, momma lungs bleeding, momma terror-eyed, momma running from fat
cracker green bees hunting guatemala mama, come to el norte to feed baby boy riding belly-wrapped hammock cloth, riding ,
starving, wondering, “when momma, when will belly stop hurting, belly stop screaming, belly stop grabbing, momma?
when momma when?”
what has happened to my country? why does my land of the free hunt nicaragua momma, push mexican
poppa, down dirty roads in dirty droves, hungry, tired droves chased by angry red bees? why does your land
of the brave need big fat, black guns hugging fat cracker bully bellies, hunting mamas and papas beckoned north to work by
power masters of green frog skins?
what has happened to my country? sacramento spin doctors, egregious priests of secret government,
profit pounding politicos, framing road signs of latino families running in the sun, blinding brown children, nicaraguan children,
el salvadoran children, mexican children, american children, with bright lights, spot lights, hunting lights in the night,
hunting children in the night, hunting mommas in the night, hunting poppas in the night,
what has happened (imagine all of us voting)? what has happened (all of us voting!)?
what
has happened (for least qualified politico)? what has happened (driving out incumbents)?
what
has happened (who chase children in the night)? what has happened (changing fascist industry of misery)?
what has happened (whose spin doctor, image-makers, build berlin walls)?
what has happened
( in the land of the free)? what has happened (when white tribe woman)? what has happened
(tells tv reporter)? what has happened (she is afraid)? what has happened (of starving
immigrants)? what has happened (asking her for food)? what has happened
(when in brown american culture)? what has happened (if you ask for food when you are hungry)?
what has happened (you get food)? what has happened (you get food not fascists, you get bread not
bees, you get fed and not feds)?what has happened to my country? what has happened to your country?
what has happened to my country?
fall 1994